I have major seasick issues. Even a ship as big and stable, I puked and puked and fell ill. I will never go on a cruise again. and i mean never.

My first post for 2010.

Looking back on how 2009 ended. Memories meant to be put behind has come to a close in 2009, looking ahead for all of us to have a brand new start. :)

and my year ended off well with a very fantastic roadtrip to Malacca and KL with b. The only bad part is I didnt bring my camera cause it was lost, under my car seat which I only found in 2010. LOL. I'm really messy as all those who have sat in my car should know. anyways, we had fun there, at KL Zouk and all and i actually met Alston there. DAMN COINCIDENTAL. like a person that rarely goes overseas. On her first trip alone, she sees her friend at a small place in a big city in a foreign country. wowwww. ha. anyway the hotel room was damn nice pls, we had an upgrade and the hotel room had its own COMPUTER. my goodness. flat screen tv. 2 sinks for 2 people so we could brush our teeth together as well. it was damn coolll. i would give it a 7 star. LOL. no joke.

Then when I went back to work, boss told us that we were having an incentive trip to starcruise. Not much of an attractive incentive trip but its the first ever that I have in this company and I heard its been long since my other older colleagues had such privileges so WOO. free trip :)) thats gna happen this cmg 22nd Jan - 24th Jan. so soon right. but i cant wait. cant recall the last time I went on a cruise or whether Ive been on one, but hope its gna be extra loads of fun!

bad thing, my final exam for this module is on the 28th. so i really gotta start studying soonnn. hah. haven't been attending any lectures cause of my prolonged cough which lasted since last year and my voice not totally recovered yet. but yeah, will watch the online videos again. OH and my mid sem test i got 15.25/20 better than 50% of the cls i saw. Quite an achievement, since I only relied on the online lectures available. YAY. I better do the same for the final test.

cant wait for tmr, all the good things.

1) b is booking out
2) b is helping me fix my new HP Touch smart computer which comes with an extremely cool keyboard
3) b is getting me nudies or w/e they call it.
4) im zouking tmr (christina's bday)
5) its the weekends i can stay out late w/o getting nagged at
6) im closer to my incentive trip
7) CNY's cmg. LONG HOLS FROM WORK
8) I just love the weekends.

taadah.

much <3 to all.
 

I finally got the iphone with my colour cover. with the squeeshy home button.i like. anyway. this weekend was very simple and laid back i think. went to club on friday after dnd with shalyn and the gang. it was fun. but things cropped up in the middle w my friend. oh well, I saw what happened to me awhile back happen to a friend of mine. Her bf cheated on her, and she gave so much to the r/s, sacrificed so much, emotionally, physically, financially.  I could understand how tormented she felt. Its the part about telling yrself that at that point of time to give up though you really love the person a lot. I know how she felt, totally what I went through. The crying part, breaking down part. I saw her in me. Was kinda emotional for me too. And that point of time when I felt like that, when it happened to me, she was there for me all the way. i just felt kinda useless for not being able to help her. I can only say that it was probably harder for her cause her r/s was much much longer as compared to mine. It's just difficult to give it up, sometimes, you just feel, that your love is strong enough for you to withstand any shit they bring to you. But deep down, it pierces your heart so much, you just feel like you lost it all, your barriers all break down, you are just that weak. I understand, totally. but then again, it takes alot of courage to stand up again, and alot of support from your close friends. I'm glad at that time my friends were there with me. But this makes me very guilty as well, that I cant be with her. I dont know how to comfort her. And somehow i know no matter what i say, she probably would still forgive him and go back into this already trust-broken r/s but this is how it goes. the emotional support she got all these while from him, she just cannot lose it all. she's just shattered. and i really want to help her. i hope i can. be strong, my friend.

so today was home, mum nagged abt my room being messy, like whats new. haha. yeaps, then till now i have no plans yet. maybe shall head to ikea with mummy. we'll see.

heart's all over the world tonight. i'm into you. <3, cal.

finally the xmas week for me to lay back a bit and rest and relax, going to malaysia for a short getaway trip.hope it'll be fun and less awkward. anyways. i was just browsing through things and thinking a little about what happened earlier between me and I, seems like people do change. I used to need the attention so much that I think so much and did so much to have to get it, and now when i finally get the attention, I neglect it, and even find that its too much. Its just strange how life goes. You never learn to appreciate or understand things until you lose them. But its just getting to me that how could I change this much. Maybe its cause of what I went through that made me this way. I learn to expect less, and give less probably.  It probably doesnt hurt as much this way.

oh well anyway, i hope people do learn how to appreciate things better now. as for me, I really need to reflect and get someone to knock some senses into me, how could i not appreciate what im given now. oh well.

<3, cal.

This is after a long long time.

School as per normal, Work as per normal, less exams recently after my last in October. But today was terrible. I overslept on an event day. Almost half a day till 1pm. And jack was disappointed and angry I could hear and see. All I could say was sorry and more sorry. I dont think it helped much. He said he wanted to see me on Monday to talk about it. But i hope my many sorry(s) helped. Oh well, these days I sleep like a log. I just go into deep sleeps and even my hp vibrations dont wake me up. I can only say, at the wrong wrong time. Sigh.

Oh well, and what does enjoy your weekend mean now?

Hmm. that aside, mum agreed to let me go on my KL trip during the xmas period. :) yay. Finally overseas trip on my own in my whole 21 yrs. Things are starting to change. This week I have been a good girl, coming home early every day. Even today, 1am. :) I'm proud of myself. And so, I'm looking forward to closing this year well. MORE SALES! and then enjoy later at KL and Malacca. or wherever. :)) but yeah. the jack incident still in my mind. I hope everythings going to be fine.

well, im sleepy already. next week's gonna be a crazy week. lots of assignment to hand up. :(

Nights people, and lastly, baby, im looking forward to the short getaway trip. :)

<3
 

with everything, other than the fact that i have a test tmr that I havent actually started studying for. oh well.

life has been good, sales have been good this year so far, school is as boring as ever. but still coping well.

we're coming to our 3rd month, everythings been good, even after our small arguments each time, and I feel very loved. thank you. :) more to come. 

calista says (1:11 AM):
 love you alotalotalot

Isaac says (1:11 AM):
 and i love you MOREMOREMORE

and i hope this goes on on on.

:))) loveeeeeeeeee.

goodnight.
 

this is my baby. and i think he looks damn good here. woo.

LOVEEEE. <3



hur it looks so good on my e71 with the new black and red theme. SO SO NICE.

anyhow, my bday celebration was seemingly very draggy HAHA.I had almost a week of celebrations. hur.

1 was with bridget, ji, and jerms. Went for a dinner celebration and ate the largest pizza ever. =)
2 was with nix and jo. Went for buffet at carousel, and then jo bought cake and made a blend for me. was good w mint man. (:
3 was with my bro, kelvin, mel, josh shalyn, and the rest of the guys from that group plus my parents. hur. bbq at pasir ris park.!
4 was with baby, lyn, bobby, arik. zouked!
5 was with Uncle Ken at Pariss International, Buffet! yumyum.
6 was with baby first! at corpthorne! <3 <3
7 was with baby, lyn, terence, and cjh at kbox! and xlb!
8 still owing from mummy!
9 still owing from ah ngiam and val!

hurhur. sweet ah. though its the 21st bday it didnt felt all grand and stuff. and i didnt feel a need to make it so grand. besides cal felt v loved from all my family and friends. awww. many hearts to all who celebrated it with me. <3

p.s. cal's a very happy girl. love you baby.  (:

ive officially embarked on my next journey. =) things are progressing smoothly and i want more more more.

love.

was definitely 200% better than the previous years. makes a whole lot of difference when you come out and work and earn a little more than that of allowance. =)) anyway really hope you seriously liked it.

it was damn random. the only pitiful bit was that i didnt charge my cam batt. we had to rely on whats left and my hp cam, which is not much of a good cam. HAHA.

 First venue was: Mimolette @ Eng Neo.





Headed to sentosa!
 

 
While waiting for the ANN-s to clear b4 we proceeded with cine blast (which was really expensive 'cheap thrill'.

 FOR FUN.

 MORE FUN.

Headed to one degree fifteen for a swim while looking for A. woah the toilets like the coolest thing in town. =)))) shiokadoodaday. just too bad, just too bad.

THEN, headed for Nix's fav. food. SASHIMI! at hanabi at odeon.

 HHAAH.

then we proceeded to discovery at chijmes for awhile till we were chased away. due to unforeseen shitty circumstances. =) and i have to admit. nix is damn good. ahahhaaa.

that was it. hope u liked it lum. and start using the perfume la. HAHA. dont be stupid.! later expire. hmm.

alright done. nights.!

 

her name has not been decided. but she really responds well to the camera as well as noise. thats gd. having a family who likes playing mahjong. she will really need to bear with the mahjong tiles crashing into one another. what a good girl she is. im gonna be an aunt. Shes so gonna get all the attention now man.

saw the twist in the second picture? hahah. damn cute!

okay more next time! =)) nights all.

HOLA!!!

abt 2 hrs from when i last blogged. update! a MUST.!

I (Drum roll...........) just cleaned up my car! the boot is so freaking empty now. and my car is dust-less. i vacuumed my car. and i spent 2 hrs. to pack and carry the stuff up pack and throw the stuff away. HAH. 

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED.  thought im sticky with all the sweat. i think i just lost 1kg of water. from all the coolie work.

im gonna go bathe again for the 2nd time of the morning. and im gonna go meet nix later today. byeeeee.!

though I may look more like a cat, or more like minahs, i dont care. i like my new coloured contacts.
 

I am meeting my bff for chwee kuey at bedok for lunch later.! YAY.

tata.

met up with jiawei and guys for dinner today. they came to fetch nix and I to balmoral road, sloan court hotel, this really old school place with swings and lamps and some cement wheel chair like chair. It did look abit scary initially plus the place was a little ulu. But the restaurant was coolio with all the guns and hunters' stuff hanging all over the shop. just that the waitress was a foreigner and seriously I dont know wth she was saying half the time. and i dont know why, but i laugh most at jerics "POTATO" word. u should really hear how he pronounced it. DAMN FUNNY. nix laughed too!! 

So the pple at balmoral were.

JIAWEI / MARCUS / JERIC ( their face looks weird. hmmm. )

   

and of course my bff. looking as good. and us together. (my bangs are annoying alr. hah!)

   

so after which, i drove jiawei's car to town to look for Glenn and amanda and clara but the 2 girls left for some food. so we set at starbucks. nix and I were competing to see who can set new record for the bedazzled on glenns phone. HAHA. and as usual our java chip! after starbucks. headed to jln chempaka kuning for our usual mushroom soup and home! good girl cal.
 

anyhow, im weighing 51kg now. i better stop eating so much. i think i need to start taking panbesy.

ta.

Love,
CAL.

 NIX LOOKING GD EH!!

     

these 2 are totally not photoshopped. i like! NICE.

yawns. damn tired. long day tmr shall go slp early. =) nights!

so, bought my cam yday from comex. fujifilm. influenced by chirst and her cam in our old poly days. =) and as usual. i started camwhoring with everyone i met. heh. the files are damn big. so im just gonna put up a few i like!

this is winnie tan, my best partner in crime at work. =) WT's damn cute pls.



and then, my BFF. simpang! mushroom soup! and her fav. soursop. =) we party-ed in the car!

      FUNFUNFUN.    
 

woohoo. gg to slp now. meeting in the morning tmr. S-I-A-N.

NIGHTS